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Oct
28
I'm out

I'm out

I loved TV criticism until I didn't
8 min read
Oct
21
Dead name

Dead name

If I'm finally me, then where did I go?
7 min read
Oct
14
We know we belong to the land

We know we belong to the land

And the land we belong to is grand!
8 min read
Oct
14
This newsletter is not about television, except when it is.

This newsletter is not about television, except when it is.

Welcome to Episodes by me, Emily VanDerWerff. Emily VanDerWerff is the critic at large at Vox and the former TV
Jun
12
Is that all there is?

Is that all there is?

Mad Men, one of my favorite TV shows ever made, begins its final stretch of episodes with a melancholy reflection
5 min read
Jun
07
Full time

Full time

I didn't mean to go full time. I just did. This is the opposite of almost everything else
4 min read
May
14
Threshold of revelation (with apologies to Tony Kushner)

Threshold of revelation (with apologies to Tony Kushner)

When people ask me, "When did you know you were a woman?" my answer tends to come in
4 min read
Apr
23
So who were you?

So who were you?

There's been some small degree of debate on trans Twitter (which, really, why would you go there?) about
4 min read
Apr
16
Undergoing renovation

Undergoing renovation

A couple of weeks ago, I had to lay down on my bathroom floor and cry for about 15 minutes.
4 min read
Apr
02
The Voice

The Voice

Today, I called a doctor and made an appointment for a consultation on vocal feminization surgery. It's the
6 min read